addicted

The whole point of television is to have people get addicted to, instead of depressed by their own lives, just in terms of distraction. I didn't know that until give up smoking and instantly hooked with TV. It revealed to me how exposed I was, cause the cigarette is a prop, something you depend upon. you putting it in your mouth all the time, it’s like a screen against the world, and so does television.

The truth is that you don’t stay beautiful forever. It all goes away. So you have to learn to value different things. Everything gots taken away. I use to be a young man with a body. Not anymore, my nephew doesn't even respect me, he's only 11 years old, I see him I light up and go, "Hey! What's happening recently? What's going on in school? " And he doesn't even speak to me, he walks up to me and grabs the bottom of my stomach and goes, "Blar, blar, blar, blar...." And then walks away!

Guys tends to get funny when they approach middle-age, they get into things. You know, a hobby or something. "Yeah, I've always interested in woodworks, I just didn't say anything about it until now. I need to go to be with my big lump of wood..." Or a car, go and buy himself a silly little car, a bright-coloured car that nobody else can fit inside and they pretend they can drive it around with their own penis.