adult

Woman pick up things in a completely different way that alienating man considerably often. Cause woman would say things like "Oh, I knew she was depressed." "Why?" "She didn't finish her tea." "What..." Man need more evidence, "I knew he was bit off line, his head was on fire. Hahaha~"

I meant to talk about something else early on... I forget what it was. When I remember what it was again a minute ago, but I also forgotten. And that's really what adult life feels like most of the time.

I wish everyone is honest, but obviously not, loads of adult conversations are just people been pointlessly polite. All those matured boardroom meetings are just a bunch of fucking lies. People pretend being polite to one another, turning up and say "Oh, I'm so sorry, so sorry! I'm late. Em... It was the traffic, terrible, awful, I had to perform stunt across the bridge using only the first gear. It's very very difficult, very very sorry."

When you mature you lose so much of that natural human panache children have. If you ask a child go to bed and put that against whatever they want to do and emphasise it, they'll say, "I hate you! I really hate you!!" as they scratching their asses with toy elephant. Now, if you could retain that sense of self in your adult life, you got totally different experience. Right, at work, telling your boss, "I hate you!" while scratching your ass with a coffee cup, "I really do, everyday is the same fucking shit, I don't know why I keep coming back!" It's just difficult to keep hold of though.