change

You know when mid-age comes, it's suddenly when you realised you are seriously uncool. That’s how the age functions. Everything is sort of same, year after year, for ages. It’s like you’re stand there talk to your friends going “Yeah, yeah, anyway, we did this, we did that…” You know while Madonna is there, reassuringly in the background going “like a virgin~” some of these, and then you turn around, suddenly it’s Eminem going “You better never let it go~” a totally different kind of poetry.

Language is kind of world wide Americanised. It's really easy to notice that now.  For example, 50 years, 20 years ago, no, even just 10 years ago, people would say something like, "Well, you know I was quite nervous about seeing him actually. But, in the end, he very quickly assured me, and we had a lovely evening..." Nowadays, the conversation has became something like, "I was like "Oh~~", he was like "Eo~~", that's it, there's nothing else. Something is lost there!

This is an incredible period of time in history, especially here, the great city, Sydney. Cause lot of focus is around this place as power hub. It's not just of centre of local area, NSW, Australia, but indeed the whole southern hemisphere, this is the most powerful place of this region. So, you people who live here, are all decision makers. You know that, you pretty much made up your mind about the rest of the World. You know what you should be think about the Asia, Europe, and the America, the North, you think they're all hilarious, why would anybody want live there, they're just places provides cultural experiences for holiday?

All these systems that failed, the Westminster, the Expenses, the Catholic churches that dishonoured, the banks that collapsed... Well, banks didn't really collapse, cause the government came out and says, "Oh, we deal with all that." And then they went up to banks, they said "Oh~~ you guys! You're just like you were in college, yeah. Close the hospital." And now the media is falling apart after fake news and Internet.

I don't understand anything and I don't pretend to. I thought I understand human relationship, where I am and what's going on at the time. But look, I'm getting middle-aged, soon to be over-weight and will be confused most of the time. The world is changing too quick for me. Things that I remember and familiar with are no longer exist. I wish everything to go backwards... Not really though, just joking. But I don't know what's coming. For the young people out there, they will decide, they will decide what the future is going to be, it's not up to me. I've already checked. No one has asked me to any those meetings.

Life is just plainly harder to be a woman. Cause biologically speaking, just in terms of changes and drama, right. If you born a woman, from an infant you turn to a baby, you grow up then you're little girl. You become a girl, then you're a girl-woman, then you're a woman-girl, got hips, breasts, menstruation, few years later, you have sex, you may have child, then you look after this child. Oh, that is very complex biological relationship, mentally, psychologically, all aspects. And then you carry on maturing... A woman looking after whole family, you get older, you reach this point in life there's another big change then everything goes quite. And then you're old.

The deal though, the life deal does seem to be very hard, harder for women. Because even physically speaking. If you born, as infant, you’re on your way towards a little girl; If you’re girl, you going towards pubescence where you’ll have menstruation; Then after that you’re on your way to become a full-grown women who can get pregnant; all sorts of physical events are ensued that; Then afterwards just when you think it's all over, then there’s the CHANGE! You know, it's like an opera, wiht masks keep falling to the floor going, "Who am I? I don't know. Neither are you. I'm fucking nuts…" And if you’re a guy, you born, you have one finger up your nose, and the other one on your penis; and then you get taller. That's all.