death

The idea of cruise would just make you vomit all over yourself when you were younger. But when you got to certain age you suddenly going “Oh, yeah, travel without moving, I’m in. I can just be lying there like a starfish. Every hour a half somebody will come over and pour gravy all over me. What? 2 grand a weekend! That's gonna be great! Where do I sign?”

It is absolutely true that people need to believing things. It'd be a scary thing if you start to believe politicians. You can't trust them. But people say “Well, but we still need to believe something!" Of course, you do, but you're not allowed to believe religion. Well, practically you can, but people will laugh at you and throw things. Cause it has been sort of decided in last century that the religion is basically a formalised panic about death. That's all. I mean look at the Catholic churches, all these campuses organisations on this planet, with their purple robs, gold bases on the side, the gems are so big on their hat if let it fall, it’ll kill people. I mean, what else can it be? All this sort of ritual panic about death. "Death is coming! Quick, but on the Golden hat!"

The truth is that you don’t stay beautiful forever. It all goes away. So you have to learn to value different things. Everything gots taken away. I use to be a young man with a body. Not anymore, my nephew doesn't even respect me, he's only 11 years old, I see him I light up and go, "Hey! What's happening recently? What's going on in school? " And he doesn't even speak to me, he walks up to me and grabs the bottom of my stomach and goes, "Blar, blar, blar, blar...." And then walks away!

All these systems that failed, the Westminster, the Expenses, the Catholic churches that dishonoured, the banks that collapsed... Well, banks didn't really collapse, cause the government came out and says, "Oh, we deal with all that." And then they went up to banks, they said "Oh~~ you guys! You're just like you were in college, yeah. Close the hospital." And now the media is falling apart after fake news and Internet.

It's just so fucking difficult to have a proper sleep nowadays, it's true. Look, if you are like me, a matured person with reality, you cannot fall asleep. Maybe, if you're 20 or 25, but then you're not a real human being yet, lives in your own TV show, falling asleep cause you're fucking exhausted from sex.

Look you have to remember what's good about young being at 30s. Yes, you might be poor, yes, it maybe difficult, it is. It's hard to get a job, hard to get a house, all is hard. But you have to remember what you have got, youth. People get stupid as they getting old, before they got properly stupid, clearly old, even before that they've already half-witted. Because the value changes, the fact is that you get anxious, as you're getting close to death.

Nobody will warn you that your children will need pets, guinea pigs, hamsters, or whatever. For years, children was saying "Daddy, daddy, give me a little Hamster." "No, no. I don't want a rat with privileges in my house." "Please, daddy, please, daddy, a tiny little lovely hamster..." And in the end, you have to give in. Because you will realised that it's very important for children's development.

The things is though, when you get to a certain point in your life, you get old. And people don't age well in this country. You look at those sturdy oceanic people never really feeble, they become tourists going around. You know these people who bicycling around in their red and yellow cagoule, pointing at cathedrals, with their springy white hair, their rim-less, lenses-less, glass-less spectacles, having a wonderful time, living on yogurt, and then go home having sex, even though they're about 83, or 100 years old.

Young people don't really think about death at all, cause they've got the intelligence of a raspberry jam. But this thing, the death, as if a metaphor will always make you do things.