future

I don't understand anything and I don't pretend to. I thought I understand human relationship, where I am and what's going on at the time. But look, I'm getting middle-aged, soon to be over-weight and will be confused most of the time. The world is changing too quick for me. Things that I remember and familiar with are no longer exist. I wish everything to go backwards... Not really though, just joking. But I don't know what's coming. For the young people out there, they will decide, they will decide what the future is going to be, it's not up to me. I've already checked. No one has asked me to any those meetings.

When people gets older, they start telling themselves bullshit just to keep going! Cause you're constantly being reminded how redundant you are! How the fuck am I suppose to feel about that eggplants message when I can't even understand what it means.